5 hours ago
Steam Name (Current): Leyzr
Steam Name (During incident): Leyzr
Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:40874953
Steam Profile Link: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198042015634
Name of staff you were banned by: NotJohnSmith
Length of the ban: 28 days
Would you like your ban shortened or repealed?: Shortened to 2 weeks with alternate longer (60+ days?) mute instead?
Reason for ban: "f-slur + previous warnings for toxicity"
Did you commit the actions stated in the ban reason?: Yeah :c
What really happened?: I was upset about being killed over something stupid, but reasonable. I did say the f-slur, and complained a few afterwards, but I really didn't mean to say it.
Additional details: I'm old, i have bad habits from the past, and they slip at times of weakness. I honestly didn't want to do it, it was a mistake. I've been sick for a little over a week now, and I made a simple mistake. I didn't want to say the word and neither did i mean to. Everyone knows I'm very open minded and have no interest in insulting anyone for their decisions, such as the sexuality and orientation. That's their life, not mine. I have zero reason to attack or insult them for any reason.
This is purely a mistake from an old habit that slips through now and again. I apologize to everyone that heard me say it as I REALLY didn't mean to. I did apologize in voice coms as soon as i realize what i said, but from what I've heard it may have been a minute or two afterwards. I was in a bit of a daze and it may have taken a few for me to realize, apparently.
I also apologize to everyone about my toxicity lately. I've been getting on and off anti-depression meds (which make explain how i was feeling as well, thanks doc for NOT TELLING ME) which obviously causes mood swings. I'll be going on new meds after I meet with my doctor on Friday and hopefully these ones work with me, which is partially why I'm asking for the mute so I don't do stupid shit after this until i know the meds are working either.
Regardless, I REALLY wanna play. It's only been 2 days and I miss you all very much and I love playing with all of you. It SUCKS sitting here at work and not doing what i normally do by chilling with ya'll.
Steam Name (During incident): Leyzr
Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:40874953
Steam Profile Link: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198042015634
Name of staff you were banned by: NotJohnSmith
Length of the ban: 28 days
Would you like your ban shortened or repealed?: Shortened to 2 weeks with alternate longer (60+ days?) mute instead?
Reason for ban: "f-slur + previous warnings for toxicity"
Did you commit the actions stated in the ban reason?: Yeah :c
What really happened?: I was upset about being killed over something stupid, but reasonable. I did say the f-slur, and complained a few afterwards, but I really didn't mean to say it.
Additional details: I'm old, i have bad habits from the past, and they slip at times of weakness. I honestly didn't want to do it, it was a mistake. I've been sick for a little over a week now, and I made a simple mistake. I didn't want to say the word and neither did i mean to. Everyone knows I'm very open minded and have no interest in insulting anyone for their decisions, such as the sexuality and orientation. That's their life, not mine. I have zero reason to attack or insult them for any reason.
This is purely a mistake from an old habit that slips through now and again. I apologize to everyone that heard me say it as I REALLY didn't mean to. I did apologize in voice coms as soon as i realize what i said, but from what I've heard it may have been a minute or two afterwards. I was in a bit of a daze and it may have taken a few for me to realize, apparently.
I also apologize to everyone about my toxicity lately. I've been getting on and off anti-depression meds (which make explain how i was feeling as well, thanks doc for NOT TELLING ME) which obviously causes mood swings. I'll be going on new meds after I meet with my doctor on Friday and hopefully these ones work with me, which is partially why I'm asking for the mute so I don't do stupid shit after this until i know the meds are working either.
Regardless, I REALLY wanna play. It's only been 2 days and I miss you all very much and I love playing with all of you. It SUCKS sitting here at work and not doing what i normally do by chilling with ya'll.
