(03-20-2016, 02:42 PM)Unpoke Wrote: I feel an overwhelming amount of guilt when I'm on the server knowing I caused Jake to step down, which although at the time I was heated, I never intended to get a result where he was gone off management position. I feel terrible about that, and I guess I've been avoiding Jake when he plays mostly because of that, and I'm really sorry to him as well as Brass for being a part of the cause for it. Sometimes my saltiness gets way out of hand.
Even before that, though, I just started not to play because of seemingly invincible individuals, one in particular being NotChosen. He goes out of his way to insult me and be disrespectful to 85% of the staffing team and gets away with it, yet the one time I blew my fuse and merely called him a "dumbass", he screenshotted it and started telling higher ranks, its beyond infuriating and really gets to me. I only insult him when he's insulted me, even though I SUCK at insulting, and yet he's never even gotten a slap on the wrist. It makes it seem like it's okay to actually hurt someone.
tl;dr - i take insults seriously and notchosen drives me over the edge
also, again, im sorry jake
What do you think about putting a "Problematic Staff Member" section invisible to staff members
You don't need to feel guilty about me stepping down. You alone did not cause me to step down. It was something I had been contemplating for a couple of months. I will admit you were the final push that caused me to step down but there was a lot more to it as well. As for the avoiding me part, you also don't need to do that. I do not like you right now after you attacked me in the shoutbox but avoiding me will not give us the chance to become friends again. Just because I dislike you right now doesn't mean I will forever. I'm not a teenage female who holds grudges forever. I do hope we become friends again later down the road.
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