HisLoverHammer Ban Appeal v2

[SirMaldsAlot]

Sorry John Smith,

But i feel i didn't explain my argument enough.
As seen in the ban appeal months ago i want to say sorry to the poor person that i harassed.
But as for this second appeal i want to further give reason for a second chance for myself.
At the time of ban i was about 14 years old. I was banned for extreme toxicity and targeted harassment.
I'm sure most people know that 12-15 year old males on the internet aren't the sharpest tool in the shed and are usually quite aggressive and toxic and i exemplified this. i was cruel and unjust. The person sheerly existed and that lit my fuse.
Again Unjust.
But i wish i could prove this to everyone in FRG that i have changed as a person within those 2 years. Funnily enough i am not too sure how i can prove other than just spending more time banned (most likely going to happen).
Two years to a young person can do a lot to them mentally because its quite a percentage of their overall experience. In these years i went to mental health care facilities because i was in a such deep depression (due to reason I'm not going to explain because that's just weird) . But i am going to say what depression does to an individual or at least what it did to me. It made always on edge, hateful, and overall non self-controlling. But since then i feel that i have changed for the better.
Again its hard to justify malice.
I want to say it was because i was extremely immature and ignorant for the fact that their is no other server or any other game out there really that even resembles something like FRG, Its something extraordinary that nothing can replicate.
But i'm going to say what i think is you're side of the argument.
"This Is obviously a lie"- If it is a lie hypothetically and then why would i go through all this effort to write an appeal like this ( You could just use chat gpt or sm shit) I'm not terribly sure how to prove that i typed this from sincerity. all i can say is that.
"Why should we even read let alone consider unbanning you?" Because i wish to exemplify that people can change, Even though overall this is just a gmod server its a place i can truly say its home away from home. Some people fail to see how somethings are incredibly important to others. I only remember happy memories with FRG.
"You are just going to rdm and harass people again if we unban you" Well then i guess all this effort was for nothing and that i'm just an idiot or something. I'm not insane no one in the right mind would go through all this effort just to prove a small tiny point of hatred towards some else .That's reverse flash amounts of petty.
Sincerely-SirMaldsAlot (ironically)
Poll: As a person who read this and atleast remembers someone resembling sirmaldsalot, can you say that i deserve a second chance?




TLDR: Two years can change a growing young adult and i feel i had grown quite a bit since the last time i played FRG.
Link to First Ban Appeal: https://forerunnergaming.org/forums/showthread.php?tid=10497


Steam Name (Current):SirMaldsAlot

Steam Name (During incident):AnnoyingOrangePorn

Steam ID:76561197971079267

Steam Profile Link:https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561197971079267/

Name of staff you were banned by:Brassx

Length of the ban: Permanent

Would you like your ban shortened or repealed?:Repealed

Reason for ban: Toxicity/targeted RDM/Harassment

Did you commit the actions stated in the ban reason?:
Yes
What really happened?:
I harrassed a poor individual to the extent of me checking all three toxicity boxes at once and got banned permanently because of my ignorance

[seus]

appeal at a MUCH later date.
this guys perception of a long time is like 3 days

[Not John Smith]

When I said appeal at a much later date I didn't mean a few days, however, I see you clearly want to be back.
You'll be unbanned but have a 99% Warning Level + a "Watchlist" role until I think you've proven yourself to not be an issue. This is your last chance, be good.

UNBANNED