One of the things that can be observed with serious addiction cases is the gradual disintegration of personality. In effect, the addict's body and personality become mere devices for the procurement of the addictive substance or behavior. Everything else, every other characteristic, is blunted or erased completely.

But I think if we look closely at the people around us, we can see that behavior which pushes people away from social interaction causes gradual erasure of the self, to be replaced with what are merely tics, fetishes, and compulsions (these lead to arousal and excitement but are curiously joyless).

The same process appears to be at work with transsexuals. The first clue is the willingness to destroy close relationships through neglect, abandonment, or outrageous behavior. Such destructive activity results from a long descent into the fetish of autogynephilia--the process of fetishization infects the personality like a cancer, eventually crowding out all other desires and attachments. Relationships, which have inherently altruistic qualities for healthy personalities, weaken and break apart because the fetish becomes the central desire as in cases of chemical addiction.

The second clue is the desire to self-mutilate, usually in the form of taking opposite sex hormones but sometimes going to the extreme of genital mutilation to outwardly resemble that sex (of course internally nothing has really changed). Similar to cases of anorexia nervosa, in which women are so consumed by a distorted self-image that they destroy their own bodies in response, transsexuals often make repeated alterations to their appearance that exposes them to significant health risks--everything from tracheal shaving to facial surgery to radical genital alteration.

(As should always be pointed out, when they opt for the last approach they are obliged to keep dildos shoved into their improvised fuckholes--the body cannot be fooled.)

The third clue is the newly self-centered personality. Before assumption of a transsexual identity (that is, when there is still some control over the transsexual fetish) many of these people achieve success in their careers and produce families, whereas afterwards they appear to exist for no other reason than to be transsexuals.

Contrary to transsexual arguments, this is not because they have discovered their true identity but because they have obliterated their true identity. As I have mentioned elsewhere, at the heart of this is a great misconception, that the self is a pure entity that is masked or distorted by conformity to social rules. The exact opposite is true--the self only comes into being through the formation of healthy social relationships. The brain is plastic but it is not indifferently so--there is healthy development and unhealthy development. The former maintains psychic security and resilience through social relationships, and the latter malnourishes through isolation and obsession.

One need only look to the claims of transsexuals to see that they are completely deluded and inauthentic. Among other things they claim that they feel profound discomfort unless they are allowed to wear opposite sex garments (especially underwear) which do not really fit their bodies. This is a classic fetish symptom, the sense of agitation or restlessness unless they can experience the fetish even though it interferes with enjoyment of normal activities.

My argument is that this is more than just delusional behavior, it is part of a process that destroys personality. Secondarily, we can judge the unhealthiness of this and other behaviors by the degree to which they damage important social relationships.

Hello everyone i just moved from mexico to United State's even though im mexican im much more fluent in spanish im sorry if my accent bore's any of you i just found the server today but no one was playing but it looked cool i hope i can make many friend's here

So I've been playing on the server for about a week, have plenty of time and learned much about it's players and its contents. I've recently become level 10 and I suppose its time to formally introduce myself.

I am TJ. I have 4702 hours on Gmod as of this post. I've played alot of TTT and was even Admin on a few TTT servers. I like servers that have custom gun models, unique T/D weapons and different maps.

I've met funny and good sportsmanship players on this server. They've been nice and helped me get started, and haven't pushed me down for being a new person. While it has taken me a while to get to level 10, I'm still seeing new stuff. Issues seem to get dealt with. Players understand mistakes happen. I'm not that great at killing, but at least no ones pressuring me to get better.

I have decent weapons and have seemed to catch up pretty quickly in terms of balance but not quantity, but then again, I keep spending all my coins on crates. During my quest to catch up, I've been picking up other players high quality weapons and hoping for the best, which is a nice feature of itself. I'm a little bummed out that of my plenty of nine slotted crates turn out to be empty, but I guess I've been doing fine without them. I have my ideal guns but can always improve them.

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With your comments, you need to "be careful".

Sup guys, Itsa me crippling depression. I'll probably change my name, but for now its going to be the same. But its been a while since ive played on a TTT server and now I'm trying to get back into it! I love the idea of inventory, brings a whole new aspect to the game.
anyway ill stop being a kiss ass and go back and play on the server.

Seeing as i posted on a thread made on your forums i might as well make a introduction. My name is Josh i have been part of ntg for 1year and 7months. I have known about frg for 1 year and 3 months. I never hated yalls server i always respected what y'all have going on and i have loved some of the things brassx has made on the server. That being said i have talked with a lot of people on frg and even played yalls server. I think its great for the most part, your jihad could do more damage and i have yet to master the grapple but its an amazing server. I won't be joining frg any time soon as my job to ntg is more taxing than anything. I have no job but im actively looking for one and have had many interviews just never hired. I'm a flaming ginger,Overweight, I misspell a lot of stuff, I talk about gay stuff to often, I'm nice to people who are nice/respectful to me,I'll go out of my way to contact you or reply to you, Hate the Fa###t word and Ni#@$r word,and all around loud person. If you don't like me i apologize and if you do like me well thanks. Sorry to anyone i offend or piss off with this post but have a nice day and thanks for reading.

I'm just your typical edgy teenager. I don't know if i'm here to stay yet but I think the server seems to be fun so far! Everyone wish me luck in my journey from rags to riches xD

Hi, I am poor And Need GUNS!.

Anyways im SeveN and I am OK at TTT, i get destroyed all i have is a Umpty Dumpty.

Age: 15

Steam Name(Current): feks

Time played on servers?(!time username to check): 123 hours

Where did you hear about this server?: A friend, pewpew, wanted me to play TTT with him on FRG

Have you ever been banned and why?: No

Why do you want to join?: I want to join to support the server and play a larger part in this great community

Referred by: No one

Additional Details: I may or may not be known for quite a few RDMs ; )

I am The KinkyDaddyJesus, one and only. I can be everyones Daddy dont worry my son's, I'm hear to have fun and chill.

Super late introduction but I'm feks. Most of you probably hate me ; )
I had played CS:GO a lot before GMod until the 2016 summer sale which pewpew bought gmod for me ( thanks a lot ) and wanted me to play TTT on FRG. I quickly became addicted to FRG's TTT server and met a lot of cool people and a few not cool people.
Anyways, it's a pleasure to be here with this great community!